Leaf~
Sometimes it seems like life looses it’s meaning and I’m turning off…
I see how past and future disappears and I’m not even here in present…
Like a leaf, fallen from the tree, I’m following the wind, without fighting, without feeling…
I’m flying to nowhere… but it doesn’t matter where…
I’m gonna fall down anyway and everyone will walk through me…
And ill be like that… I won’t feel pain cuz I’m used to it…
Blurred lights… shadows… ghosts…
Everything is insignificant but somewhere deep in my heart I feel that it’s not lost yet, the thing that can’t be returned
and I’m happy…
It’s like I’m still starting to hope and it seems like I’ll fly away
But at the moment when I spread my wings and prepare to fly away everything disappears… lights, feelings and even hope…
I understand that this is the end
but I’m still happy that for the moment I felt the amazing feeling of being alive…
